React or Die

Sitting with an idea it's a choice, I'm not that excited
to be shocked out of my routine. Was I meant to be
shocked if not what was the point, pushed and pulled,
I said to Allison I'm clearly not a dominating force
I don't want to be punted out the room and grabbed
back in again it's not my speed none of it is, my life
in media, files shuffling about banged in the knee
by drawers, my age and I, either, ask not for 
respect but I avoid the things that misunderstand
me, time is precious, if I could get out the front
door fifteen minutes before the fourteen after I 
said I would I'd manifest as if time is precious,
I'd be backed away from, dripping in nothing 
missing in my life unless I said it was.