my best friend's wedding

 a thousand little things, like:

which dress, which mess,

how many french fries before

we all dry out, etc.


i can't take it much longer.

we are re-watching our

favorite middle school

movies wondering what

ideologies were lodged

in there (our psyches,

our actions) based on

the modeling we'd

seen decades prior.


like love addiction

like manipulation

like stark competition

and scarcity and doing

every this or that to win

him over and neuroses 

are charming and say

it every time and fuck

them if you feel it,

etc, etc, etc, etc, etc.


they never talked about 

NRE or NB of CoDA,

you know dat?


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