I'm going to try and reinvent the past now

 I want your head to be as close as possible to mine

Touching, definitely. 

We need to push our noses flat into each other. 

We should probably close our eyes. 

Then hum.

You hum one way

and I'll fill in the space around your sound.

Put us back 

in the waiting room with our tote bag on our lap

and feel the nerves we felt

brewing as the time passed 

until we were called.

Feel the gaze, feel the compassion.

Imagine it was good. Believe.

It was all good news. 

Exactly what we'd wanted to hear. Nothing more. 

Nothing less.

and then we were released into the world.

Through the double doors out onto sidewalk.

And walked past Darwin's huge windows

and felt relief and a slight surge of peace.

Is that joy? 

In a world in the air above, a hawk

pulls up on the skin of a rodent

and jerks it by its tail

to get at more meat before 

scraping her beak 

along the bark beneath her feet 

and jumping off quickly

to fly away low and fast. 


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