Doubt

It's only going to get worse

THAN WHAT

what is best versus worst what is the standard from which to deviate, who is the deviant, who should be, what is worse what is worst what do you mean? 

Presentist perfectionist know thyself, show thyself, what kind of worse is worrying you?

GET USED TO IT.

Ok, but given my curse of human adaptability I couldn't not get used to it even if I tried, and I've tried!

Ever been told to clean your room when you're already doing it? Goddamn. Ethereal voices rolled over in

my consciousness, making my own mother over and over. 

Well, just WAIT this is just the BEGINNING. 

What linear ghoul has invaded the text? Who dares flatten the endless loops of my understanding, who traffics in beginnings and endings in the endless coil of how it goes? Beginning of what? Worse than what? Used to what? 

Continuity, change, these lovers at war, who for?